Its funny, in a sad sort of way, on how people change, how times have changed. Things just aren't the same anymore I find. People say that where one door closes, another opens; but I have to disagree. Its more like, where four doors close, one door opens. I've been thinking, its time for change ... not just a subtle change, but a drastic one. Something that will put things inside out, and then maybe things will fall in place.
Too bad that life isn't like the Boggle board game, when you can't place them in the right order anymore, just hit it and it'll reset, lol! I shouldn't be so hard on myself, I have done some remarkable things and enjoyed experiences that not everyone can get ... however, there's still a missing tile somewhere. One little piece that will finish the puzzle, its that elusive piece that I'd like to find.
Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow ... but I'm hoping that by the end of this year I can finally post back again with my missing piece. Here's to having my fingers crossed!